Saturday, April 12, 2008
i wouldnt know i would be feeling this way. wasnt able to express my words out, leaving me dumb for the whole period. For the first time, i have to admit i wasnt even sure how i felt. i thought it would be a good experience, but then again, i wonder if i ever have the courage to say it never was...
have you ever felt this way?
where everything seems wrong to you, and you just dont belong at all?
"Oft expectation fails,
and most oft there
Where most it promises;
and oft it hits
Where hope is coldest,
and despair most fits."
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
"Maybe someday when we’re old and gray,
and all is said and done;
On a hill beneath our giving tree
with all our fallen colored leaves
Of where we’ve come and where we’ve gone...
You’ll look at me with wonder..."
im sitting here with thoughts crowding my brain. its times like this that i feel like taking a little holiday from the world.. the stillness and silence of it all, i do wonder if i'm happy with the place that it had arrived at. But then again, ill still hold tight to this quite pride which tags you belong.
unemcumbered. the ache that resides inside the hopes i carries.
